Well this weekend far exceeded my expectations. Don’t you just love when that happens? So let’s recap shall we? Friday the plan was just the three us home relaxing; well that happened sort of. We still went to the store and got all the fixins for some homemade pizzas. I bought some yummy cheeses, hot Italian sausage, and pepperoni. The pizza turned out yumm-o as Rachel Ray would say!
Angi Josh came over so the four of sat around talking and drinking till about midnight. It was fun unit Josh’s girlfriend turned all psycho; needless to say she doesn’t like any us. Weird. Cam was a good boy, had lots of fun, he got to watch high school musical AGAIN. It is truly a sight when he watches it, because he tries to do the dance routines that the kids do in the movie. He said that when he wakes in the morning he was going to do his “workout” like his favorite guy in the movie. He is so freaking funny.
Saturday morning we all got up pat 8:30. Pat had promised Cam two action figures from Target. Pat had bet him earlier in the week, to run the length of the high school baseball field and back. And Cam bolted around the field. At first he was running for money then it changed to toys. This all was happening unbeknownst to me. I had a talk with Pat that there will be no more toy buying, Cam has way too many toys as his, and there is no need for bribery. Cam and I talked about it too; I think he understands, he made sure to reiterate it to Pat. After Target I dropped him at his Dad’s for the rest of the weekend. The rest of the day I spent on my couch catching up on my DVR. I was getting really antsy for Saturday night to arrive. Counting down the hours as each one passed. Finally at 8:00 it was shower time!!! I had bought a pretty purple shirt at Target with my administrative assistant day- target card! My hair blew out very nicely, and the jeans were nice and tight. The bar was PACKED when we got there. I expected it to be, but I wasn’t prepared to see all the people that I ran into. It was crazy!! High school boyfriend was there, #1 crush was there, Aunt and Uncle showed up too. Heck even my Step brother best –girlfriend came up to me and was like aren’t you so and so’s step sister? A few of Pat’s past conquests were there. I barely saw Pat all night. It was like old times when we went out; he goes one way I go the other, and we meet up here and there to touch base. #1 crush was DRUNK. I got a nice squeeze out if him, but my Aunt got smooched by him. I was a wee tiny bit jealous. Actually the whole scenario was quite funny.
The band (BGL) rocked out! They were tight, it was very exciting. The lead singer dove across this set of table spill beer EVERYWHERE. He hurt himself too, so they had to end the set a few songs early. Men trying to hang onto their youth, realizing that they aren’t as limber as they use to be….lol
I left bar #1 at like 1:00 and meet up with my Aunt and Uncle at another bar closer to home. I only had a beer there before heading back home. A few people came to my house at like 2:00 and left around 4:00 I was pretty damn tired by then and took my ass to bed. The night didn’t really end the way I had intended. Long story short, it’s really not that fun hanging with your man and his ex girlfriend listening to there stories. Ugh… how dumb. But I was trapped.
Sunday was the best day of all. We missed breakfast (obviously) but got up at 2 and headed to A & A’s house. Angi and I went to the grocery store while the men did men things at the house. We made a scrumptious dinner that consisted of Jamaican jerk marinated chicken, corn on the cob, baked potatoes a fresh salad, and fresh bread. I don’t think I have ever heard it so quiet at the dinner table. Angi was like I like when we cook together, and as do I!! We do it so often. Its afternoon/evenings like that is when I feel like my life runs so closely paralleled to my Moms when she was my age. Mom and Aunt Bev would make dinner, play games, watch movies, anf the kids playing, the men doing whatever we say…lol….good times. I just don’t understand how my Mom can detest my lifestyle so much, when I am so much like her. In ways I think that the point I’m at is even better then where she was at this age. I’ll never forget the first time I remember asking my mom how old she was. We lived in this shit hole, dirty kitchen, moldy bathroom, druggie boyfriend, and she was 29. That made me about what 5 or 6. Why is she so hateful towards me and my life. It isn’t that bad. I’m very lucky to have the family and friends I do. Yea, I’ve screwed up, I know that. I’ve suffered the consequences, I still suffer the consequences, but I am learning as I go along. And I’m a good person, I don’t doubt that. I’ve written on here many times extremely depressed and unhappy with myself as well as my life. But it’s now I realize that yea, the last 2 yrs I fucked up, but it hasn’t all been bad. I have so many good times, and I have quality friends, as well friends and family who won’t turn there back on me no matter how honest I am.
I promise pictures SOON!
Monday, April 30, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Cameron
Cam has really been going through some phases lately. Most importantly he has been eating more, and being a little more adventurous with tasting things.
I have been trying to keep my "freak outs" to a minimum. Freak outs meaning getting so upset when he back talks or doesn't listen. Now if he is grumpy I simply say, Cameron, your not being very nice, I'm trying to be nice here; so when you are ready to not be mean or grumpy then we can talk. Last night he was extra tired when we got home. All he did was moan and groan when I gave him his choices for dinner. Nothing I said pleased him. I told him that is what I'm making, you don't eat it, you don't eat. I left him by himself to sulk on the couch while I prepared dinner. Not 20mins later he goes Mom Im hungry, I said 10 more minutes, and I'm glad your coming out of your grumpy mood' he says Mom Im just trying to make you happy.
Ahh I couldn;t help but smile to myself. The kid is learning, as am I. Once I sat down with dinner he happily ate it and started to talk about how sorry he was for complaining about dinner. I told him I appreciate him recognizing his bad behaviour and apologizing . He put his arm around me and says I appreciate you being a good Mommy.
I love being a parent, it really is the best feeling in the entire world.
I have been trying to keep my "freak outs" to a minimum. Freak outs meaning getting so upset when he back talks or doesn't listen. Now if he is grumpy I simply say, Cameron, your not being very nice, I'm trying to be nice here; so when you are ready to not be mean or grumpy then we can talk. Last night he was extra tired when we got home. All he did was moan and groan when I gave him his choices for dinner. Nothing I said pleased him. I told him that is what I'm making, you don't eat it, you don't eat. I left him by himself to sulk on the couch while I prepared dinner. Not 20mins later he goes Mom Im hungry, I said 10 more minutes, and I'm glad your coming out of your grumpy mood' he says Mom Im just trying to make you happy.
Ahh I couldn;t help but smile to myself. The kid is learning, as am I. Once I sat down with dinner he happily ate it and started to talk about how sorry he was for complaining about dinner. I told him I appreciate him recognizing his bad behaviour and apologizing . He put his arm around me and says I appreciate you being a good Mommy.
I love being a parent, it really is the best feeling in the entire world.
4/23/07
So being sick is no fun at all. This weekend I spent a majority of it in bed. Friday I left work at 4:30 because I was just feeling like poop. I was up all night coughing, and I could barely breathe. My lungs hurt so badly. Saturday morning Pat got up with the little man, so that I could rest. I have never felt that way before. I could not take a deep breath, and walking used way to much energy, I had to sit in the shower or pass out. Pat really came through for me; he kept Cam company ALL day for me. They watched a movie together, played chutes and ladder, Dora dominos, baseball outside. I managed to get up later in the afternoon and the three of us went to Jungle Wonder so Cam could let out some energy for an hour, then I went back home to bed. Andy and Angie even came over Saturday night, and I stayed in bed. The 3 of the watched the UFC fight in the living room. Pat took good care of me. For being sick it wasn’t that bad, because I had someone to take care of me and Cam. It sucked because it was really nice out.
Sunday I woke up determined not to let another gorgeous day pass me by. I was still wheezing and short of breath but actually feeling better. We were all up at 7am and got ready to go to breakfast. Cam ate SO much, I couldn’t believe it. He had a pop tart before we left, then a piece of cake at the polish club, then a whole pancake and 2 pieces of bacon!! Where did this kid come from? After breakfast I had to get ready for an 80th birthday party aka. family gathering. The 3 of us headed back to my town for the party. We didn’t stay very long, it was really hot and I had zero energy, I just wanted to go home and rest. My Dad asked to keep Cam for a few hours at the party I happily obliged. Before going home Pat and I ran to produce junction so that we could get a pot for my new plant on my patio. Then we went home and planted the 5 pots of Mums (4 yellow and one pink), and repotted the big tree/plant he got me, later in the afternoon he went and bought another tree/plant to even out the patio. It looks really nice!!! We brought my little wrought iron ice cream chair outside, it’s very cozy. The next step is to get my living room rearranged for the spring/summer time. The rest of the day was basically just kicked back and relaxed. The Millers invited us down but we stayed in cooked dinner and got Cam to bed on time, as well us ourselves. I still wasn’t feeling good, and planned on going to the doctors on Monday.
Its weekends like that through my head through a spin. I told Pat that if I could always be sick and have him at my beck and call we could make this work. lol. I was really impressed by him though he really came through for me. In actuality he’s been coming through for me a lot lately. But its when I let my guard down everything will get screwed up. I’m curious to see how this Saturday turns out.
Cause this Saturday is going to be off the hook!!! Big bash at the Rail Road bar in Linfield. Come one come all!! My friend’s band is playing, plus we’ll be celebrating Pats 35th birthday which is today. There are going to be all kinds of people there including my little bro (hopefully) and an Aunt and Uncle who I always run into when I’m out and about. Plus so many more, I can’t wait I really hope it’s a good time. I must go purchase a new outfit! The last time we were there we closed the place down. I would like to get out of there a little sooner this week.
Last my step brother? Ex step brother? Whatever he is came over with his fiancé. It was great to see him; its been a few years. He’s in Philly right at this very moment having surgery to give part of his liver to his Father. What a great kid huh? His fiancé is super adorable and so sweet. He is doing really and makes it makes me smile thinking about it. We some good laughs last night. I hope all goes well with the surgery. He’s going to be here for a few weeks, so he wants me to bring Cam over to play video games with Uncle Josh while he is bedridden.
Ok I’m sure I’ve bored you to tears with my happy entry so I’m gonna sit and here and be bored at work!
Oh the movie Notes on a Scandal… its good see it!
Sunday I woke up determined not to let another gorgeous day pass me by. I was still wheezing and short of breath but actually feeling better. We were all up at 7am and got ready to go to breakfast. Cam ate SO much, I couldn’t believe it. He had a pop tart before we left, then a piece of cake at the polish club, then a whole pancake and 2 pieces of bacon!! Where did this kid come from? After breakfast I had to get ready for an 80th birthday party aka. family gathering. The 3 of us headed back to my town for the party. We didn’t stay very long, it was really hot and I had zero energy, I just wanted to go home and rest. My Dad asked to keep Cam for a few hours at the party I happily obliged. Before going home Pat and I ran to produce junction so that we could get a pot for my new plant on my patio. Then we went home and planted the 5 pots of Mums (4 yellow and one pink), and repotted the big tree/plant he got me, later in the afternoon he went and bought another tree/plant to even out the patio. It looks really nice!!! We brought my little wrought iron ice cream chair outside, it’s very cozy. The next step is to get my living room rearranged for the spring/summer time. The rest of the day was basically just kicked back and relaxed. The Millers invited us down but we stayed in cooked dinner and got Cam to bed on time, as well us ourselves. I still wasn’t feeling good, and planned on going to the doctors on Monday.
Its weekends like that through my head through a spin. I told Pat that if I could always be sick and have him at my beck and call we could make this work. lol. I was really impressed by him though he really came through for me. In actuality he’s been coming through for me a lot lately. But its when I let my guard down everything will get screwed up. I’m curious to see how this Saturday turns out.
Cause this Saturday is going to be off the hook!!! Big bash at the Rail Road bar in Linfield. Come one come all!! My friend’s band is playing, plus we’ll be celebrating Pats 35th birthday which is today. There are going to be all kinds of people there including my little bro (hopefully) and an Aunt and Uncle who I always run into when I’m out and about. Plus so many more, I can’t wait I really hope it’s a good time. I must go purchase a new outfit! The last time we were there we closed the place down. I would like to get out of there a little sooner this week.
Last my step brother? Ex step brother? Whatever he is came over with his fiancé. It was great to see him; its been a few years. He’s in Philly right at this very moment having surgery to give part of his liver to his Father. What a great kid huh? His fiancé is super adorable and so sweet. He is doing really and makes it makes me smile thinking about it. We some good laughs last night. I hope all goes well with the surgery. He’s going to be here for a few weeks, so he wants me to bring Cam over to play video games with Uncle Josh while he is bedridden.
Ok I’m sure I’ve bored you to tears with my happy entry so I’m gonna sit and here and be bored at work!
Oh the movie Notes on a Scandal… its good see it!
Friday, April 20, 2007
Happy Friday Y'all
I’ve got a killer sinus infection, I can’t taste a thing, and my lungs are wheezing, but its Friday. Oh man there is so much pressure on my face right now, this totally sucks!
So 8 more hours of work and it’s the weekend; and a beautiful weekend it is suppose to be. I have Cam this weekend so it will be filled with fun family things to do. Tonight the plan is to just stay in and watch the Prestige, with the possibility of taking a trip to Zern’s. Other than that I would really like to get my living room rearranged., Spring is here and I need to move the couch out from in front of my sliding glass door, let the air flow! Saturday will most likely be quoits day, and possibly going up to see a Reading Philly’s game. They are having a beer tasting; tickets are 25$ that includes beer, food and the game!!! Wow that could be fun. Cam would really enjoy it too. Sunday is Family day- 80th b-day party for my Pop pop…. This will be fun, family get together on that side of the family is ALWAYS fun, and drama free. Volley ball horse-shoes, food, beer… and it suppose to be like 74 on Sunday I can’t wait. Bummer for my pops though he has surgery yesterday on a hernia, so he really won’t be enjoying himself much.
I just had a thought; my ex-step brother may be in town this weekend. We have been trying to meet up since I ran into his dad at the liquor store. He said he was coming back up from Georgia this weekend so if I get to see him that will a bonus.
Cam was funny last night as he was getting dressed. He’s like Mom Me and Dad are like the same. We are both boys, I play instruments so does Dad; I like music so does dad, and rock music, we both have brown hair, and now we both have it short. See Mom we are just about the same. – He’s is so darn cute!
He took his kindergarten testing on Weds, I am super proud of him. He scored in the high average and above average on his skills. I got to take tour o his school. It’s been so long since I’ve been in an elementary school. They still use a wagon to go fetch the milk from the cafeteria, how cute! The gym class had the parachute out, that use to be my favorite. Next year they will be building a little man made pond in the courtyard and the children are going to help. How neat is that?
Fast forward its not 2:30 in the afternoon, and have I mentioned I feel like SHIT? Well I do, I’m coughing a lot and I can’t breathe through my nose. I don’t even know where this shit came from. I swear the mucinex I took last night made it worse. I can not wait to go home and lie down. If this day can move any slower Im sure it would.
So 8 more hours of work and it’s the weekend; and a beautiful weekend it is suppose to be. I have Cam this weekend so it will be filled with fun family things to do. Tonight the plan is to just stay in and watch the Prestige, with the possibility of taking a trip to Zern’s. Other than that I would really like to get my living room rearranged., Spring is here and I need to move the couch out from in front of my sliding glass door, let the air flow! Saturday will most likely be quoits day, and possibly going up to see a Reading Philly’s game. They are having a beer tasting; tickets are 25$ that includes beer, food and the game!!! Wow that could be fun. Cam would really enjoy it too. Sunday is Family day- 80th b-day party for my Pop pop…. This will be fun, family get together on that side of the family is ALWAYS fun, and drama free. Volley ball horse-shoes, food, beer… and it suppose to be like 74 on Sunday I can’t wait. Bummer for my pops though he has surgery yesterday on a hernia, so he really won’t be enjoying himself much.
I just had a thought; my ex-step brother may be in town this weekend. We have been trying to meet up since I ran into his dad at the liquor store. He said he was coming back up from Georgia this weekend so if I get to see him that will a bonus.
Cam was funny last night as he was getting dressed. He’s like Mom Me and Dad are like the same. We are both boys, I play instruments so does Dad; I like music so does dad, and rock music, we both have brown hair, and now we both have it short. See Mom we are just about the same. – He’s is so darn cute!
He took his kindergarten testing on Weds, I am super proud of him. He scored in the high average and above average on his skills. I got to take tour o his school. It’s been so long since I’ve been in an elementary school. They still use a wagon to go fetch the milk from the cafeteria, how cute! The gym class had the parachute out, that use to be my favorite. Next year they will be building a little man made pond in the courtyard and the children are going to help. How neat is that?
Fast forward its not 2:30 in the afternoon, and have I mentioned I feel like SHIT? Well I do, I’m coughing a lot and I can’t breathe through my nose. I don’t even know where this shit came from. I swear the mucinex I took last night made it worse. I can not wait to go home and lie down. If this day can move any slower Im sure it would.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Oh Horoscope why must you tease me......
Quickie: A damaged relationship is nearly reborn. You two are more compatible than ever.
Overview: The healthier your mind, the healthier your body and vice versa. Pick up a sport, walk when you can, and engage yourself fully during these activities. Your renewed sense of energy will spill over into other areas.
Virgo
Daily couples love (by Astrology.com)Find a new avenue to express your feelings to sweetie. You know that you're deeply compatible, but you may want to try something a little crazy to say it! - Horoscopes by Email - Romantic Compatibility - Dating Do's and Don'ts
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)A damaged relationship is on the road to repair today, and the two of you are becoming more compatible than you ever were before! This is definitely a reason to celebrate, but try not to get too enthusiastic too quickly -- doing so could be dangerous. There are two people involved in this situation, and you both need to stay on the same timetable. Slow and steady wins the race, and it ensures that a stronger relationship will develop.
Overview: The healthier your mind, the healthier your body and vice versa. Pick up a sport, walk when you can, and engage yourself fully during these activities. Your renewed sense of energy will spill over into other areas.
Virgo
Daily couples love (by Astrology.com)Find a new avenue to express your feelings to sweetie. You know that you're deeply compatible, but you may want to try something a little crazy to say it! - Horoscopes by Email - Romantic Compatibility - Dating Do's and Don'ts
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)A damaged relationship is on the road to repair today, and the two of you are becoming more compatible than you ever were before! This is definitely a reason to celebrate, but try not to get too enthusiastic too quickly -- doing so could be dangerous. There are two people involved in this situation, and you both need to stay on the same timetable. Slow and steady wins the race, and it ensures that a stronger relationship will develop.
Vicious cycles
Hmm, well nothing is really going on; just living day by day. I’ve been staying home a lot during the week, alone (w/Cam). Money is still tight but I’m making it. I, as well my co-workers are actively job searching for a better paying position, as well as a position that is a career choice for me. My current company offered me $2. more an hour to work the front desk, but I turned it down. The next position I take I want to stay at, I want it to involve my past experience, and I want to learn. I don’t want to be bored. It a shame because I really am enjoying it here.
Cam goes in tomorrow for his kindergarten testing. I’m not sure what to expect, but I keep telling him not to be scared. We are going to stay home the rest of the day. And from the sound of his coughing it isn’t a bad idea, for him to rest a day. He’s been at his Fathers all weekend, so I don’t know how sickly he was, all I know is he doesn’t sound good now. I was hoping Godzilla would come in the mail before tomorrow but it didn’t; bummer!
I picked Cam up at his Dad’s yesterday, at their new house. I got to go inside. It’s very cute. And she is so clean I’m embarrassed. It’s just another thing that makes me go- no wonder he is marrying her. Yea I know that’s not the reason; I’m saying it’s just something else that she is better at than me. Oh god I know I sound so childish, but I’m not saying it in a bitchy way. I should try to just be a better person. But no matter how hard I try and keep my place organized it just doesn’t stay that way more than one evening. I have such positive days sometimes, where I have such good ideas, and goals, but I never see them through. Oh I must stop this.
I’m so fed up in my current relationship situation. It’s so dysfunctional. There are always so many HIDDEN truths. I always find out things months later, after they happened. But then again is it my right to know? I think so, when I genuinely care about the person, and so many late night talks have taken place. For him to purposely not tell me something I specifically asked about on more than one occasion, just really infuriates. Not to mention his excuses he has made for her; and the fact that my “friends” knew too, gives me an uneasy feeling. The whole thing has just once again made me take step back and really look at the situation. I know you are confused by this; I just can’t give much detail. The point is I’m not happy, I haven’t been happy. You know what I say? I say I’m punishing myself. Punishing myself for losing my son’s Father. How else do you explain going from such one extreme to another regarding relationship types. Now I’m trapped in this vicious cycle, and I try to break it, but I am never strong enough to stay away. No matter how many reasons there are, the dysfunctional side pulls me back in.
*sigh*
Cam goes in tomorrow for his kindergarten testing. I’m not sure what to expect, but I keep telling him not to be scared. We are going to stay home the rest of the day. And from the sound of his coughing it isn’t a bad idea, for him to rest a day. He’s been at his Fathers all weekend, so I don’t know how sickly he was, all I know is he doesn’t sound good now. I was hoping Godzilla would come in the mail before tomorrow but it didn’t; bummer!
I picked Cam up at his Dad’s yesterday, at their new house. I got to go inside. It’s very cute. And she is so clean I’m embarrassed. It’s just another thing that makes me go- no wonder he is marrying her. Yea I know that’s not the reason; I’m saying it’s just something else that she is better at than me. Oh god I know I sound so childish, but I’m not saying it in a bitchy way. I should try to just be a better person. But no matter how hard I try and keep my place organized it just doesn’t stay that way more than one evening. I have such positive days sometimes, where I have such good ideas, and goals, but I never see them through. Oh I must stop this.
I’m so fed up in my current relationship situation. It’s so dysfunctional. There are always so many HIDDEN truths. I always find out things months later, after they happened. But then again is it my right to know? I think so, when I genuinely care about the person, and so many late night talks have taken place. For him to purposely not tell me something I specifically asked about on more than one occasion, just really infuriates. Not to mention his excuses he has made for her; and the fact that my “friends” knew too, gives me an uneasy feeling. The whole thing has just once again made me take step back and really look at the situation. I know you are confused by this; I just can’t give much detail. The point is I’m not happy, I haven’t been happy. You know what I say? I say I’m punishing myself. Punishing myself for losing my son’s Father. How else do you explain going from such one extreme to another regarding relationship types. Now I’m trapped in this vicious cycle, and I try to break it, but I am never strong enough to stay away. No matter how many reasons there are, the dysfunctional side pulls me back in.
*sigh*
Friday, April 06, 2007
Have a Happy Easter!
So we were suitting at work on Good Friday, clock watching. There are like 8 people here, and its quiet; too quiet. I'm not quiet, we know this. I don't think we'll get out of here till 3:00, well I won't anyway.
No big plans for the weekend. I woke up with my "little friend" and vegging outon the couch with some movies and some bud, seems like the best way to spend this weekend. Cam is at his Dad's, so I don't have to fight over the TV.
Work life is going much better. I actually atteneded a happy hour the other night. And needless to say I was hammered. It didn't seem to kick in until I got home, but we all know that really isn't true.
Monday I have a very promising interview. You would think I wouldn't get over excited most of them never pan out. But this one seems right up my alley. Its a billing position working internally for another recruiting agency. The travel distance is further, but the money is good, and there are benefits. Another plus is I will get to expand my knowledge with other accounting function, like AP, AR and most importantly Payroll. Payroll is something I would really like to learn. Even possibly take classes for it. So yea, the interview is Monday it'll be about 2 hrs long she said I will meet with everyone that way the decision making process will be quicker. And that is what I like to hear. So if anyone is reading this... please say a prayer for me.
Any big plans for Easter dinner? My bro has invited me up, be honestly I'd rather stay home and cook dinner with my friends. I already had one family Easter dinner with all the same people, is it really horrible that I'd rather do my own thing? My bro will probably get pissy if I don't go, but I can't shake the feeling of wanting to be with my closest friends. I have to make a decision soon.
Hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday weekend!
No big plans for the weekend. I woke up with my "little friend" and vegging outon the couch with some movies and some bud, seems like the best way to spend this weekend. Cam is at his Dad's, so I don't have to fight over the TV.
Work life is going much better. I actually atteneded a happy hour the other night. And needless to say I was hammered. It didn't seem to kick in until I got home, but we all know that really isn't true.
Monday I have a very promising interview. You would think I wouldn't get over excited most of them never pan out. But this one seems right up my alley. Its a billing position working internally for another recruiting agency. The travel distance is further, but the money is good, and there are benefits. Another plus is I will get to expand my knowledge with other accounting function, like AP, AR and most importantly Payroll. Payroll is something I would really like to learn. Even possibly take classes for it. So yea, the interview is Monday it'll be about 2 hrs long she said I will meet with everyone that way the decision making process will be quicker. And that is what I like to hear. So if anyone is reading this... please say a prayer for me.
Any big plans for Easter dinner? My bro has invited me up, be honestly I'd rather stay home and cook dinner with my friends. I already had one family Easter dinner with all the same people, is it really horrible that I'd rather do my own thing? My bro will probably get pissy if I don't go, but I can't shake the feeling of wanting to be with my closest friends. I have to make a decision soon.
Hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday weekend!
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